Take care of the seconds, and the minutes and the hours will take care of themselves, it is said. And, by extension, I'd say that the the days and the weeks, and the months will take care of themselves. And so will the years and the decades. And so will life. Or will it? I have my doubts...
Anyways, the real issue behind this blog is the complete timelessness of the situation. I mean it is 4 AM, I've got a class at 9, but still am up writing something that I don’t know if anyone will read. And it is not just me. Its the whole junta that is awake, chatting, walking, singing, studying,, all in various forms of distress and decay, all having so much to do today, at this very moment but still putting up a brave front, a fight for existence and survival at its very best, (or was it worst) that I am amazed. Simply amazed at the resistence and resilience of all of us. (This sentence has gotten longer than I expected, so I'll cut it midway here itself.)
Coming to the point, where else would you find sane people taking a bath at 2.30 am, a hike in the wilderness outside at 3, going for a coffee at maybe 4, and after the end of it all sleep at 5 AM, after a night full of activity and action, but no tangible benefit. Why look far, even right now right here, there is a discussion going on just outside my room on the trends of per capita incomes and expenditures and national income of the country over the last 20 years. And going by the look of things, this ain’t gonna stop anytime soon.
Something stuck me today. A friend asked me the date. I had to look at my cell to find out the answer. Then I realized that I didn’t even know what day it was. Forget an error of approximation by a day or two. I had no idea as to whether it was the start of the week, or the end. (BTW, I found out later, that it was a Saturday). This ain’t just me. Everyone here has lost completely the concepts of day, date and time. It is all immaterial. Don’t know don’t care.. That just about sums it up.
The world we live in here (most of us, if not all) is a cocoon, an insulated shell, that nothing can penetrate, nothing can permeate. We all have very narrow, short term focuses that demand our time and attention. The distinction between what is important and what is urgent has long escaped us.
More Random Musings coming up as and when I find the time ;-)
Keep Posting.
I
Originally posted on Sunday, October 24, 2004. Now reposted!